Saturday 4 May 2013

From a mom-to-be

Hello friends,

It's a wonderful thing to feel a life growing inside you..I have been experiencing it for the last four months..feeling the love taps(typically called 'baby kicks') since last month..I love my unborn baby all the time except  when I get morning sickness(for me, its mostly in evenings),head aches,fatigue,short breathlessness,back pain..it's irritating,because you can't complain about it. People easily dismiss anything you complain as normal in pregnancy and  happily gloat about how they managed everything successfully in their pregnancy making you feel inadequate..

The only thing I desperately miss is 'freedom'.You can't go anywhere on your own (This must be the most sickening side effects of pregnancy above everything else)..This doesn't mean I want to be alone,but I'm sick of dependent on others for small things..because of my marriage in December, I couldn't go alone anywhere since November..I didn't touch my bicycle for seven months..

Though I'm happy for a baby,the impending pain of labor and the care of a new tiny life in my responsibility is scaring me out of my wits..Hope the baby I'll have in September will ease all my stress ..Wish me Good Luck..


Mom-to-be,

Karthiga..

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